I Sleep Well At Night It’s easy to fall asleep because we only work out in my dreams. It’s easy to fall asleep because you got me just chasing you while I’m awake, or so it seems. I close my eyes, and you’re there; it’s when they’re open that you’re not. I close my eyes,… Read more

Magic I wonder when I stopped believing in the hocus pocus, Abra Kadabra stuff. Maybe it was when the “quarter behind my ear” trick stopped being the most impressive thing. Maybe it was when I felt the magic on your lips and the way your eyes could hypnotize me into anything. Imagine that. I was… Read more

One Day I’ll look back on this moment and laugh. I’ll laugh about the times I stressed the little things. How I stressed, wondering how I’d make it to the next day. I have been aiming to figure out what was behind the door labeled Christian Guzman’s future. I know it’s none of my business.… Read more

Hey kids You must’ve thought I had forgotten about you. Wild scenes there for a minute. Did you know that within the past few months, I found myself saying I would be okay without kids? I lied. It wouldn’t be the first time.I never thought you’d be something I had to lie about. I’m trying… Read more

What I Want The Most God has a funny way of making me realize what I want most in the world.Because this isn’t the first time I’ve prayed for this, I was told no. I’ve learned that God’s no is as powerful as when He says yes.I forget that.I tell myself I want this, yet… Read more

This time it’s for real.If you haven’t caught on, I say maybe a lot.Call it being totally unsure of everything.Call it being “wishy-washy” or hesitant.Sixteen-year-old me would call it being a little B word.I can’t say I blame him. Sometimes I have tendencies that my younger self may disagree with. I want to be better… Read more