Writing History

  • One thing I won’t let you do is to have you ruin every song we sang together for me.You could keep my heart clutched in your hands.You could keep all of the time I’ve spent thinking of you and the time I’ll probably keep spending.You could even keep the notes that I always gave to… Read more

  • You Can’t Change People. Maybe people can change, but I think I’m finally starting to learn that I can’t bring the change for them.Can I be an example, maybe? But expecting actions to be reciprocated is like holding my breath and waiting for them to tell me to breathe. What’s the point? I’m only hurting… Read more

  • I shouldn’t make it about me.But it’s my job to cheer you up.It’s officially my job.I don’t need anything in return, as frustrating and disheartening as it could get.But because it’s my job, I need you to stop getting in the way of doing it.As you may already know, I take my job very seriously.… Read more

  • Born a soldier, formed a poet.I thought I was born to follow orders.I mean, I don’t think I can blame myself for that.All the expectations set on me from birth. I’m sure even before.But what does a soldier do after the war? How does he find his purpose? Does he live off the victory? Does… Read more

  • Maybe it is a treat. Maybe not everything has to be a lesson.You could’ve been the happiest moment in my life. You also could’ve just been the moment in between the happiest. At least, I hope it’s not the case.Maybe I shouldn’t put a label on it.That’s probably what messes everything up anyways, isn’t it… Read more

  • Silence I could do with the low effort. Because my insecurities already assume that’s all I’m worthy of. I could do with the texts left on read. Because I probably come on too strong anyways. I could even do with the weirdness of it all. Because I could never understand the complexity of it all.… Read more