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This Ego Trip
I often sit and wonder why I choose to be so prideful. Pride is a hell of a drug. When I choose to sit on my ego, it’s like some sort of high that I don’t want to come down from. It’s almost like betting on a horse. Once I’ve placed my bet on this…
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More Signs
I have such a tough time figuring out what the hell a sign is from the universe. It’s hard not to think that the world revolves around you when specific shit happens. Imagine asking and praying to God for an opportunity to slow things down to give you time to start processing your thoughts, but…
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Small Mentality
The small mentality has held me back from a crazy amount of opportunities. I was missing out on those opportunities, and that probably kept me back from many great memories. My parents always made me believe I could do anything I wanted. My mom always taught me to play it safe, though. If there was…
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Consistency Versus Intensity
I think in a world in which I felt I was chasing consistency, I’ve only really been working for intensity. The most prominent example of this would probably be the fact that I’m always down to sign up for half marathons and consider signing up for another marathon. I want the intensity of 26 miles…
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How Much?
I don’t think I’ve ever set a price for how much I would sell out for. I’ve been watching a ton of Dave Chappelle, and I never realized how much of a legend that man is. He walked away from 50 million dollars. I’m not sure I would ever have the courage to turn 50…
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Jealousy is a Hell of a Drug
I just want my people to win, man. I have not always been a person who wishes the best for everyone else. I think there was a point that I wanted to win so badly that I wouldn’t think about those around me. I didn’t care who needed a hand to come up with me.…
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Hindsight 2020
I’ve cried over heartbreaks before. I’ve only ever cried for breaking a heart once. That’s how I knew I was making the biggest mistake of my life. I’ve learned a few things in my 28 years of experience on this Earth. One of those things is that life will throw so many curveballs at you…
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Common Fears?
I still get scared of sharing my writing with my family and my friends. I think the day will eventually come. I know a lot of stuff that I write about can probably be used against me to call out my insecurities and all that. I think a lot of what I write is personal,…
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No More Inconsistencies
I have a lot of inconsistencies. I’m still working hard on me. I know I can be a little critical of everyone around me when I’m trying to level up. I want to do so well that I wish to the rest of my circle to pick up their slack too. I know it should…
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Blessings
Yesterday I completed my goal of fundraising $500 for the Great Cycle Challenge. I’ve always been embarrassed to ask for money to fundraise. This year was sort of magnified because of the pandemic. I thought that asking people for money would be an even bigger “no-no,” and I didn’t want to put people in the…
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