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This was good practice.
This was good practice. I took a week off on the week 11/1/21. I know myself very well, and thinking about going back to work to say I did nothing would typically not sit right with me. It still gives me the creeps to think that this was something I did. Usually, if I didn’t…
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Waiting to Happen
Waiting to Happen I hate saying the phrase, “I’ve been thinking more than usual,” because that shit is kind of excessive. I’m already going 100 miles per hour in my mind, but I guess it just feels like I’ve been going overtime on the overtime. It’s crazy to think, though. Everything that has happened to…
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Before I Go Pt. 1
Before I go, I have a list of things I want to say. I could probably say it all now, or I could say it later when I come back because that’s the plan after all. I’m coming back. Life’s weird like that, though, right? I could be planning one thing right now, and then…
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My Experience With Vulnerability
Spoiler alert: It’s not much. I once went on a 1st date with this girl, and the topic of conversation was vulnerability. On. The. First. Date. Crazy, right? Even when I sit back and think about it now, the first thing that comes to mind is that it would be so uncomfortable. The second thing…
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Kiddo
I know I haven’t written to you in a long time. I promise I haven’t stopped thinking about you; I’ve been busy, that’s all. I should probably make more of an effort to write to you, being that you literally have my heart, and I don’t even have an idea of what your social security…
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Nothing Matters
Nothing Matters Literally, nothing matters. This is all just a big fucking game, and I’m not sure anybody comes out a winner. Literally, nothing matters. I won’t be thinking about how well I performed at work five years from now. Now that I think of it, I will probably be kicking myself for not using…
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Self Love
It doesn’t blow your mind too that all of this could change in the blink of an eye? That one day, you could wake up and decide you are done taking less than what you know you deserve. That’s not talking about others’ actions towards you; that’s strictly about the actions you take for yourself.…
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Empty Cup
I can’t afford to keep pouring from an empty cup. This is no sort of plea for help or anything stupid like that. I’m not trying to play the victim game. I just simply can’t keep doing for everyone else when I know it wouldn’t even be close to reciprocated. Why would I? I need…
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Fuck Motivation
No te hagas pendejo. If you wanted to do it, you would have done it. There’s a reason you’re okay with being comfortable even though every other thing out of your mouth is talking about growth and change. You have a library of books for self-help, yet that’s about the only self-help you got. That’s…
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SHUT YOUR INNER BITCH UP
You Have to Learn Shut that inner bitch up. Sometimes things readily come at you, and the first thing you do is question them. When something positive happens, you might even begin to wonder what you’ve done to deserve this. Fuck all that. Celebrate your work. I’m sure you’ve messed up plenty of times, as…
