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I Shouldn’t Be Telling You This
I shouldn’t tell you this, but I’ve been thinking a lot about death. Not in a “he’s going to hurt himself” kind of way. It’s more of a humbling moment, for me at least. You may already know this, but I always imagined passing away early. It’s not a thought I’m looking forward to necessarily,…
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Temporarily Failing
Temporarily Failing I used to think that I was never going to grow up. I’m not sure where that thought process came from, but in my head, I still have a tough time looking at my grown-up problems. Having to talk to a significant other? Gross. Talking about what makes you upset versus just holding…
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The Usual
The cycle was never-ending. For him, at least. You see, he would always go about his life. He would focus on bettering it. The piece that was always consistent is that she was the part that he craved when he wanted better. She did everything he never thought he’d love. How does that even work?…
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The Exception
Maybe God ruined the plan because He did not want to ruin him. That’s a pretty grown-up thing for him to consider. Sometimes, plans have fallen apart, and in some of those cases, he can feel the desperation kicking in. It’s normal, but isn’t it normal for everyone? Why should he be the exception, right?…
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2.22.22
Maybe sometimes the date is just a date. I used to believe that there was not much more to coincidences than just that, coincidences. Why do we as human beings look into patterns and numbers so much? After all, we created them. They weren’t given to us by something higher power, nor were they made…
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Maybe this could be the beginning.
That’s all he could think about. In his world, there were one thousand things he had going on, and he couldn’t stop thinking about it if he wanted to. Believe me; he wanted to. He thought it’d be much easier for him and just for everything around him. Why not, you know? Sure, he was…
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She
She never knew what it meant to take control of her life. It was always, “how are you going to make it work?” It was never a question of if she wanted to make it work. There was never an option in her head. She told herself this is where she wanted to be the…
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Where’s all the memories at
It’s been the longest 30 years, yet I’m standing here wondering where the heck the time has gone. I just google searched how many days are in 30 years and then followed it up by asking how many hours. If you haven’t done this, I would not recommend it. It’s not pretty. The fact that…
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Discontent
Discontent How cool is it that my mind was always making an effort to talk to me all these years? I always said out loud, “it is what it is” or “everything happens for a reason,” but I never paid attention. All this time, I believed it was trying to drive me crazy, but all…
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Wouldn’t It Be Cool
How cool would it be to be the one who figured it all out for you? In a world in which I always had a tough time figuring out how to explain myself, or even expressing myself in that manner, how cool would it be if I was the one to figure it out for…
