I told you I wish I had met you sooner many times. To be fair, maybe it was not directly to your face. But I said it when I looked into your eyes. I said it when I kissed your forehead. I said it when I stroked your hair. I said it when I hugged… Read more

I’m saying this with all the respect and love in the world; believe me when I say that. But fuck you. In the most loving kind of way, I could say that. Seriously, though. How dare you? I was fine before you. My life was on the right track, but you had to allow destiny… Read more

You should be the title of my first book. Because what other words could describe the immense sensation of love and, at the same time, the most significant hole in my heart? Read more

I didn’t always know how to smile.I used to think that I couldn’t smile.I don’t look at the picture after, not because I’m a macho guy that doesn’t care how he looks.I don’t look at the picture because I’m afraid I’ll see a smile that I don’t like.I went almost four years without showing teeth… Read more

Have you ever prayed to God to give you the strength to overcome things that have made you angry?I have.I’ve prayed for patience.I’ve talked to God for hours about how I want to become a better person, almost as if he’d just snap his fingers and make that happen.I pray as if it would work… Read more

I’m at a place right now in which I don’t want passion. That fades. I want peace. I don’t want to let things slide. I want accountability. I don’t want to hear me say that’s just the way I am. We can change whenever. Because I want many things right now, that list can go… Read more