One thing I’ve always hated about myself is that I can never be satisfied. I’ve never really dug deep into why that could be. I guess it could still be a variety of things, but I don’t want it to get confused for not being grateful for what I have. There’s a quote that I’ve… Read more

I’ve been sitting looking at this blank page for about ten whole minutes trying to think of ways I like to relax, but I can’t think of shit. When I think of relaxation, I think of those commercials for Coronas before Snoop Dogg was doing all of them. Realistically I think the times when I… Read more

I can’t even talk to you when I don’t have a point to prove. You have to win an argument every time, and it’s exhausting. Most of your life, you’ve been trained to believe that everything you experience is either a win or a loss. Why can’t you ever just let things go? The ego… Read more

They say life is a puzzle set, but I fucking suck at puzzles. I can’t put a puzzle box together for the life of me. I don’t have the patience. Maybe that’s the problem. I should have more patience. I’ve tried so hard to make some puzzle pieces fit in where they don’t belong, and… Read more

In exactly 500 days I’ll turn 30. I’m not sure what to expect from that I’m not sure what will change. Quite frankly, I don’t know what I should do. I’m in between having A midlife crisis and acting like I’m 21 all over again. What do you do during this type of situation? It’s… Read more

What do you call a home you’ve never had the chance to live in? You know, the house that you know you’re destined to live in, but you can’t really explain why? There has to be something more than just “future home.” It can’t be that easy. The universe works in really strange ways, doesn’t… Read more