You would think that being alone is a little bit different than being surrounded by all of your loved ones. I think it’s a bit different because my definition, while it may be wrong, is that being alone is just not having anybody else understand what the fuck is going on in your head. There’s… Read more

I hate to start cursing in my writing so early on, but it has to be said. Resistance is really a bitch. I find myself trying to get the courage to write, because yes if you’re wondering, writing is scary. Not scary like Halloween scary, but scary like “ah shit, I don’t know what the… Read more

I hate to admit it, but I’m not sure I was in a good spot for a while. I’m not one to complain because I think I have just about everything that anybody else would want on the outside. The problem is that I think I made a few sacrifices for everyone else at the… Read more

This year has been a hell of a roller coaster, and I’m not sure the pandemic has been the greatest reason at the end of the day. Let me start by saying that I’ve been incredibly fortunate and blessed while others have had it a lot more difficult than myself. This is not to say… Read more

Today I decided I’d start titling every day. I’m not exactly sure I want to write about it every day and make it public, but I told myself I’d make an effort to write in my notebook a title for every day and maybe some ideas for writing later on. I imagined asking a question… Read more

Have you ever listened to a song and you vibe so well to it that you can’t understand how it’s the first time you’ve listened to it? Just to realize that it’s been 11 years since that song has come out? 11 years. How could that be possible, right? For someone who goes through so… Read more