I was a chump. I can blame it on whatever I want. Maybe I could blame it on rap and hip-hop when I was in high school; everyone else has something to blame it on other than themselves. I was a chump because I gave up on destiny. I gave up on the universe. I… Read more

When I’m looking out the window, seeing the tiny raindrops hit the window, I can only ask myself if you’re thinking of me. If only there were only a little less wind, this would be my favorite weather. I must’ve told you this a thousand times or more. I think that’d be the definitive test,… Read more

And for my next trick… You ever put so many expectations on yourself that you can’t figure out how to top whatever it is you want to do? Suddenly, you start becoming that person who lives in the past and tries to relive all of his memories by going back to pictures. Sometimes it hurts… Read more

Can you imagine a life in which I didn’t hate you as much as I did? The amount of time you’d spend running around in my mind? That’s probably up to 100 marathons now. I would’ve lost track. I can’t think of a way I’d be able to live my life without hating you. I’d… Read more

I used to say I want to die before I’m old. I even had a number in my head. I’ve believed it for so long that my mind had me dream about it more times than once. I guess you could say that it’s my biggest fear, getting to the point where I’m just weak.… Read more

Bitter I read something earlier today that said something like, “I hope my name never tastes bitter rolling off your tongue,” and I have to admit that I felt that in a big way. I never meant for us to not be together. I wanted to be the one that filled up your scrapbooks. The… Read more