Discontent How cool is it that my mind was always making an effort to talk to me all these years? I always said out loud, “it is what it is” or “everything happens for a reason,” but I never paid attention. All this time, I believed it was trying to drive me crazy, but all… Read more

How cool would it be to be the one who figured it all out for you? In a world in which I always had a tough time figuring out how to explain myself, or even expressing myself in that manner, how cool would it be if I was the one to figure it out for… Read more

Having it all isn’t exactly the answer. I say this with all the respect in the world. I’m aware I have so much that others would love to have. It’s much easier to be on the outside looking in. I would know. I was once that kid on the outside looking in. I remember wondering… Read more

I always wonder at what point I decided to stop shining my armor, waiting for the right one to fall for my trap of being the nice guy, and wanting to fall in love, build a family, and live happily ever after. Little Christian certainly was at this point in his life at some point.… Read more

Pride Pride is one of those things that’ll keep me from telling you how much you mean to me because I don’t want you to know that I’m utterly obsessed with you. Not like sexually (at least not entirely), but like in an “I just want you to be happy always” kind of way. Pride… Read more

I don’t ask for much, but then again, maybe I do. I won’t ask for much, but I think I deserve an ambitious boo. You say I’m dramatic, and yea, that’s probably a fact. You say I’m a little crazy, but that’s just an act. I miss you sometimes, but I feel like I don’t… Read more