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Save You
That’s all I ever wanted. I don’t know what I’ve seen in the others. Maybe it was their smiles. Perhaps it was the way they smelled. The fact they liked everything I did. For others, it could be how they were the yin to my yang. They brought me peace. Some maybe were just because…
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This One Isn’t Easy
This one isn’t easy. I don’t tend to talk about my fear of the future. In fact, I do everything in my power to try and avoid that conversation. How do I confess that I fear I might be making all of these mistakes? Since hindsight is 20/20, how could I be confident I’m doing…
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When Was It Over?
At which point do you think it was done? Was it one moment? I hardly remember the last time I felt the butterflies. Do you? Did you know the last time would be the last? Maybe I’m stupid, but I had no idea. Maybe I’ve been holding on for too long. Silly me, right? Wild…
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You Would’ve Thought
I think the saying goes something like “fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me.” So, I guess it’s a shame on me because I can’t figure it out. Now I’m stuck playing Post Malone, and Juice Wrld like it would do something. You know that I used to think the…
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Already Knew That
All of this seems familiar. I’ve been here before. I knew it would happen. So, why do I keep making the same mistakes? I feel such happiness even from the sadness. The fact that I can experience this much sadness shows me that I was once so happy. This much emptiness makes me realize I…
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And I’d do it again
And I’d do it again If I knew there was a chance I’d find you in another lifetime, I’d choose that life every time.Because meeting someone like you feels impossible.Shoot, finding you once was tough enough.The universe must have known what it was doing, right? It always does. Maybe I’m wishful thinking.It’s not a guarantee…
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Focus On Myself
Focus on myself.What’s that even mean.I thought I knew what it meant. But how am I supposed to do that?Asking me to focus on myself feels like asking a plant to water itself. It’s impossible. I’ve depended on you for too long.But that could be the problem.I learned how to live dependent on you checking…
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Greatest Love Story Never Told
What if I told you that the most incredible love story in the world wasn’t The Notebook? It’s beyond anything Nicholas Sparks could fathom. A story that keeps adding chapters to it. Chapters that you never could have guessed. Chapters that you hope to continue to develop. I think about this story all the time.…
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Can’t Help It
Imagine that, sacrificing sleep to write one more time. Sleeping late and being up early gotta be like a pretty serious crime. Okay maybe I’m a little dramatic. Sometimes I just say shit and even I don’t understand it. But I guess my point was to say at least one thing. You bring a smile…
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Minor Setback
They say minor setbacks make for major comebacks, but nobody told me how hard it’d be to get over the hill in the first place. This shit is hard and it doesn’t feel like it gets easier. I thought at some point it would. I guess that’s what I get for going over my pace.…
