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Mercury is in Gatorade
A quick google search will tell you what mercury in retrograde means. But I miss you today. So what does that mean.
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It’d be Pretty Cool
Wouldn’t it be cool? It’d be cool if I could start writing, and it all turns out in cursive. Like those cartoons, we used to see when people got in front of their typewriters. Sitting in front of the computer and just BLEH. Throw up all the words burning a fire inside of me. If…
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Happiness or Whatever
Happiness is amazing. It’s so amazing that it doesn’t matter if it’s mine or not. Maybe that’s what love is. Not just being in love, you know? Just love in general. I don’t even need things to go my way. Because there’s enough happiness to go around. As long as you smile, that’s all I…
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Fear?
What are you afraid of? What is your biggest fear? Is it thinking that everything could go wrong? Is it thinking it’ll all blow up in your face? Is it thinking you were wrong all along? No. I’ve been afraid of trying hard and still not getting it. I’m afraid I would be in the…
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Eyes on You
Even if My Eyes Aren’t On You Even when I can’t look at you, all my senses are towards you. I’ve been looking at this sentence for far too long. That doesn’t even make sense! But maybe it does? At least in my head, it does. I don’t need to see you to see you.…
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Horoscopes
Horoscopes I’ve always believed in horoscopes sparingly. I always thought it was all full of shit. Well, for the most part. I still get excited to open my fortune cookies. There was always something about being told what my life would look like. It probably stems from not knowing what I want my life to…
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Slowing Down
This isn’t my specialty. Nor is it my favorite thing to do.I have avoided this for years. Mostly this year.I don’t know why. Or maybe I am, and I’m just afraid.I’m afraid of saying it out loud because it makes it more real. I can’t explain it very well, but if I was to try,…
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Gotta Let You Go
I Have To Let You Go I know this feels rushed, but I have to say how this entire year you’ve been on my mind. 2022 was the year it was supposed to be you and me. I’ve been hanging on to the idea of us for years, yet I haven’t made it work. Maybe…
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I Guess Some Would Call This Losing
I Guess Some Would Call This Losing I mean, I would undoubtedly call it losing. What else do you call not winning? You can’t call it a tie or a draw because that would mean I won half of something. At this point, I feel like I haven’t won a damn thing. I’m not tripping,…
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As Long As You’re Good
You, you, and you. That’s all I could ever think about. That’s all there is to think about. That’s all that mattered. Who am I kidding? It’s all that still matters. Not in a “my life can’t go on without you” kind of way. It’s more real than that. I say it’s more real because,…
