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#2 – 7.2.23
I know it was never supposed to be us. But look at the universe. And have you heard the stars? The rumor is they talk about us when they pass by us and even Mars. I know; stop using planets and stars to make up rhymes. I can’t help it, baby; I’m stuck in my…
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#1 – 6.28.23
I thought of you a little bit more today. I’m not sure what it was, but it was literally all of it. I couldn’t scroll past a TikTok video without wondering if the universe was saying to reach out. That’s just how it is now, though, right? Even if you’re not there, you’re still there;…
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I Told The Stars About You Pt2
Remember when I told the stars about you? I’ve been avoiding them ever since. I still look up occasionally, but I act like I can’t hear them. I feel like I let the universe down; it wasn’t supposed to be this way. I know that sounds arrogant because I hear you asking how I could…
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The Last One
I thought I could, but I’m not as strong as you think I am.Maybe you didn’t think I was strong enough, to begin with, but that’s neither here nor there.I can’t do it and am unsure how to tell you. It’s not as simple as it plays out in my head. Because once you pop…
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Trust Me
It would help if you forgave yourself. Yes, you. I know it has never been easy. And the truth of the matter remains that nobody has made it more difficult than yourself. That weight you carry on your shoulders, that’s all because of you. The beauty of it all is that you have the power…
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Finally
I’ve known many things since I was a kid, but for whatever reason, I thought I’d be the one to get saved. I looked for saving from everyone. It always worked out somehow. Imagine that, asking to be saved without once crying for help—the irony. I guess looking to be saved is a bit dramatic,…
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Forty-Five Days
I told you I wish I had met you sooner many times. To be fair, maybe it was not directly to your face. But I said it when I looked into your eyes. I said it when I kissed your forehead. I said it when I stroked your hair. I said it when I hugged…
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All Due Respect
I’m saying this with all the respect and love in the world; believe me when I say that. But fuck you. In the most loving kind of way, I could say that. Seriously, though. How dare you? I was fine before you. My life was on the right track, but you had to allow destiny…
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First Book
You should be the title of my first book. Because what other words could describe the immense sensation of love and, at the same time, the most significant hole in my heart?
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Sometimes It’s More Difficult Than Other Times
I didn’t always know how to smile.I used to think that I couldn’t smile.I don’t look at the picture after, not because I’m a macho guy that doesn’t care how he looks.I don’t look at the picture because I’m afraid I’ll see a smile that I don’t like.I went almost four years without showing teeth…
