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If I Knew What I Know Now
If I Knew Then What I Know Now. There are days where I think way too much about what I didn’t know in the past. I wonder if I would make the same mistakes just because I know it’ll be alright, or if I would avoid them altogether. I don’t know if I would fuck…
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Trapped
Trapped. Even though I like to consider myself free, I feel I’m a prisoner of my thoughts. My thoughts make me believe that I can’t do anything. The same thoughts that make me believe that I cannot fail. My mind is always in a constant battle with itself, and I can only stand as a…
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Better
How often have we heard someone say that their partner, their family member, or their friends deserve better? I think I’ve caught myself saying this often. “She deserves better.” Such a stupid saying. It’s so much easier wishing for someone else to come into their life than to be the person because that would take…
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Questions
Do we see our lives flash before our eyes before our last breath? Do we get hints at death before actually going through it? Is there a way to escape death? How often do we escape death without realizing it? Is there a better way we can get everybody prepared before it happens? How often…
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Injustice
Injustice. By no means am I an expert in talking about this. I have tons of privilege, and I’m aware that I am luckier than most people and don’t have to experience as much as others do. I know that there are people that have much less than I do, and they experience racism on…
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To My Three-Year-Old
Before I get started, I feel like I should tell you that I get a little nervous when I write to you every year. I know it seems silly because, at this point, you’re just a part of my imagination, but I get super excited thinking about you. I think you should know that. Maybe…
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100 Years
I think I’ve said it a few times now, but I don’t see myself reaching the age of 50. There are times where I imagine myself getting to 100, though. I don’t know why, but I just can’t picture it. I’ve had visions of having children, and that’s what terrifies me. I’m scared of not…
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Little Bro
Hey Little Bro, I know you’re probably wondering why I’m writing this versus telling you upfront, I don’t know how quite to start this conversation at times. Trust me; it’s something that’s on my mind all of the time. I’m not sure where to start, so I guess I’ll start from the beginning. I think…
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To My Two Year Old
To My Two-Year-Old, Hey baby. Congratulations on turning two. I can imagine how overwhelmed you must be feeling, trust me, and I’m probably feeling overwhelmed myself. I’ve done a little bit of studying to understand what you must be going through, and while I can’t be 100% sure, I can at least go by what…
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Dear Little Sister
Last night I had a dream that you married some guy. Now that I think of it, I’m not sure if you were getting married that day or if you just let us know that you were about to get married. Either way, I wasn’t a fan. This guy just didn’t seem like the right…
Another Podcast About Nothing 