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Resuscitate
Recently I was talking to a close peer, and they were telling me about how their dad had to be resuscitated after being without a heartbeat for 20 minutes. That happened over a weekend. Two days after, the same thing happened but for five minutes. A few days after that, he was about to get…
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Another Marriage Post
For years now, I’ve always wondered what it would be like to get married or to be married. I’ve imagined the entire ceremony in my head millions of times. The problem is that I’ve spent less time thinking about the actual part after the wedding. No, not the honeymoon, but the real living together while…
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The Motion
I think I hang onto things for too long. Most of the time, these things don’t do me any kind, and I still hang onto it, thinking that I’m just polite, or maybe I’ll need it in the future. I guess I never really looked at it as a problem, but the more I’ve been…
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Start Again
I’ve been looking to start something new again. Now and then, I take some time to reflect and think back to when was the last time I tried something new. For me, that used to be often. I used to try and do a bunch of things that sounded crazy at some point. I wouldn’t…
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New Mistakes
Lately, I’ve been thinking about how all my previous mistakes have been the same old mistakes I’m used to making. As soon as I start thinking that I’m making progress, I find myself in the same hole. Maybe I am making progress. Perhaps I’m just really hard on myself. I’ve done a lot better; I…
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Winning The Breakup
Winning the Breakup My little brother recently broke up with his girl, and since he’s still reasonably young at 18, he’s trying hard to win this thing. Do you know how you have to convince yourself that you’re a lot better off without your partner? Yup, that’s what he’s trying to do. I see it,…
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10 Years
I wasn’t always like this. I didn’t imagine being so attached to my family. When I was 17, what I wanted the most was to get out of the house. It was to get a taste of my independence. Then 2010 happened. I was 18. We lost the house. My dad got a job in…
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All The Wrong Decisions
I often wonder where I would be if I did not make the wrong decisions in my life. There have been so many times in which I’ve prayed for something and received it, just to see that it wasn’t the right thing for me. I’ve worked so hard to get somewhere, only to realize that…
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Growing Up With Children
At what age did you realize that your parents were still growing up? I don’t think I came to that conclusion until I was older. I never thought of my parents as anything outside of parental figures. In my head, they still had it all figured out, and the issues that they went through were…
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I Like Waking Up On The Wrong Side of The Bed
Sometimes I like waking up on the wrong side of the bed. There are mornings in which I wake up, and it’s harder to wake up than other days. I feel a little bit defeated since the jump. I feel like it’s just going to be a more difficult day, or something I’ve been avoiding…
