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Letter to My Kids Again.
Letter to My Kids Again. I don’t know the last time I had a dream where you were in it. Am I already forgetting you before you even happen? I wish I could say this is the first time I have thought about leaving you in my thoughts, but it’s not. In fact, it’s happened…
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Maybe These Are Just Random Thoughts
The art of detachment. I learned a lot of things when I was in school; I still learn a lot. The more I learn, the more I realize I will never understand everything. That’s always bothered me. You know how you feel all itchy when you roll over in the grass? It feels cool, but…
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If Death Do Us Part, Maybe?
I think I tried everything I could.I mean, what else could I have given?You never asked for anything, maybe that’s the problem.You should’ve spoken up more or maybe written a letter.There’s no way I could have known; I’m blind to all the hints.There’s no way I gave all this time to you and can’t get…
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Show My Love (Thoughts from 30k In The Air)
I don’t regret many things. At least I try not to. When I try I can forget so many things One thing I can’t is the love I had in store for you. That’s stuck with me like a hat that fits too tight. You making all these decisions so quickly did you even consider…
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Struck by Lightning
I started thinking that you’re comparable to a lightning strike. I can’t imagine anybody ever being the same person they were before lightning struck them. I mean, you don’t need much reason to change after an event like that outside of “fuck, I just got struck by lightning.” How could you go back to the…
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Slow Magic
Yeah, maybe it’d be easier if I kept things the same.It’d probably make me feel a lot better if I just chose to keep those feelings inside and not blurt them out whenever I felt them. I think I’d be less terrified about putting my heart on my sleeve and maybe keeping in the cheesy…
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8.9.23
What punishments from God are not gifts? I watched a clip from an interview with Stephen Colbert, and he was quoted as saying, “What punishments from God are not gifts?”In other words, he was grateful for the suffering. Even the bad things that happen. His point was to be thankful for life in itself. He…
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#5 – 7.14.23
There are so many futures I could never commit to, and I mourn each one. I wish I could have had the courage to be risky. I wish I would have had the courage to fuck up. I wish I dared to say I love you recklessly and lower the bridge to a broken heart.…
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#4 – 7.12.23
What do I look like giving up if tomorrow might be the day I win? Who made me a coward but me? I can be the strongest person you’ve ever known, but there are days when I feel weak. And how do I explain it? I have no words. I’ve been fascinated lately with the…
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#3 – 7.11.23
You were there for me when I wasn’t there for me. And I’m not sure how to feel about that. Is that why I’ve loved you since the day I met you? Or is that simply a reason to hold onto something that isn’t quite there any longer? My parents are celebrating their 32nd anniversary,…
