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When it stops, then what?
We’ve probably been in one of those relationships before, right? The one in which all the honeymoon phase starts to die out. The weekly flowers start turning into monthly flowers. The monthly flowers turn into occasional flowers. The sex everywhere possibly starts turning into sex now and then. Potentially sex every time you’re in the…
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Somewhere Out There
Somewhere there is a poem that talks all about my life. It may not be written yet; it may still be in someone’s mind. Its existence is irrefutable. I know that I’ve made mistakes, and I’ve done a lot more things right, but there’s a chance that I could be exactly where I’m supposed to…
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The Shining
Do you know the feeling of knowing the light you once had has been dimmed? Maybe you walked into a promotion with a sense of urgency or a sense of pride that quickly evaporated. Even though you may have been warned, you still have this vision I. Your mind that you’re going to make it…
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2010
It’s been 10 years since I graduated from high school. 10 years since I last stepped foot in the house that saw me grow up. 10 years since I’ve met the girl that would change my life forever. That is 120 months. About 521 weeks. 3650 days. 87600 hours. You get the point. If you…
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Don’t
Don’t. I hope you never have to settle for less than what you ever deserve. I pray that you never have to get older and wonder why you settled. I hope that you only ever settle for something that is a “fuck yeah” and don’t settle for a “possibly.” Don’t settle for eating poison because…
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Some Words I Never Said
I can’t be the only one that has written my best work all for it to only stay in my head. You ever heard the phrase, “words I never said?” I think I could write a book with that title. There have been multiple cases of me wanting to say something, but I never said…
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Wrong Decisions?
One of the significant phrases that I’ve been missing from my life is the one that goes, “we spend so much time worrying about making the wrong decision, not realizing that even the wrong decision takes us down to what we’re supposed to be.” I’ve always considered myself to be such an over-analyzer. I don’t…
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Aware & Shit
The last thing I ever want to do in any sort of situation is to lose the argument or discussion. In a case or a debate, I always want to have the last word. Why am I this way? Probably a variety of reasons. I’m hardheaded, I’m stubborn, and I’m super prideful. I’ve been trying…
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Childhood Healing
I think since I was a kid, I would act like I was okay and that I was fine all the time so that everyone else could focus on themselves. I always figured out a way to be happy with what I had, and as hard as it may be to believe, I haven’t always…
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Accountability
Accountability. I think the ego must hate that the most. Having to be accountable for you being wrong, having to understand that you might be in the wrong. I haven’t been battling my ego for too long. For years I’ve let my ego just take over. I don’t know what it is, but I think…
