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I’ll Be Better
For far too long, I think I was looking for some love to save me. A sort of attachment to tell me exactly who I was and to ask me to get my shit together. For too long I was hoping love would find me and tell me everything I didn’t know I could become.…
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Just Be Prepared
Maybe it’s best not to fall in love with me. I don’t know who I am at this point, and the more I dig deep, the more I begin to question everything I thought I knew before. I hesitate when someone asks me what I enjoy doing because of two primary reasons; one, I don’t…
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Spill The Tea
I read a quote today about how there will be points in your life when you get rattled. An analogy around these lines was used; if you were to have coffee in your cup and someone bumped into you, you would spill the coffee. If there were tea inside of the cup, you’d spill the…
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If I Could, I Probably Would
I miss you as if I haven’t even met you yet. I want you in my arms as if it was the first time. I want your presence around me all over again for the first time. I want to look you in the eyes for the first time again. I want to feel my…
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First Break Up
Hey. I know it feels like you won’t ever be able to recover from this. I know it feels like some lose/lose moment. Maybe you’re feeling like you’re making a huge mistake by moving on. Perhaps you feel like you don’t have it in you to make it to the next moment. Let’s face it,…
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I Dreamed of You Last Night
I had a dream of you last night. You were so freaking adorable. I can’t draw, but man, I wish I could draw your face right now. Everything seemed so vivid when I close my eyes. I don’t know how to explain that I can see you when I close my eyes, but as soon…
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Breaking Up In The End
Break Up In the End You know, I’d do it all over again even if we broke up again. I’d take you on the dates that I never got the chance to make. I’d figure out a way to take you everywhere you’ve wanted to go. I’d hand write you more letters because that’s the…
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Writing Is Weird
Writing is weird. There are times that I start thinking that I know exactly what I want to start writing about, and the first sentence sounds pretty fucking awesome. Then I stop myself because I have no clue how to follow it up. Maybe I put too much pressure on myself to continue. I can’t…
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What’s Really Happy
What’s Really Happy? Is it even possible to be happy while thinking about something completely different? Is this possible? I don’t know. Maybe I’m debating that now. Maybe I’ve been wondering about that myself. I’ve been thinking about how I’ve been trying to keep myself busy, mainly because I’ve had so much going in my…
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Sorry I Haven’t Reached Out
Sorry I haven’t reached out. At this point, I think I’ve finally given in and just stopped reaching out because I feel like I’m forcing something way too hard. It doesn’t feel natural anymore. I’m not going to lie; I wish that it wasn’t like that because I want to ask about your life. I…
Another Podcast About Nothing 