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Sometime I Just Want To Sleep
Even though we don’t talk now, I still speak to you in my dreams. There are times where I can’t wait to go to sleep just because that means there’s a chance that you’ll be there waiting to update me on everything else that’s going on. I talk to you, and it all feels so…
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I Knew Before I Knew… or Something Like That
Even without knowing what I wanted, I think I always liked you. I know that probably doesn’t make sense, but it makes all the sense in the world in my head. You were always it. You were the part of my life I never expected, but I needed every minute of it. I always knew…
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Some People
Isn’t it crazy to think that someone out there is having the best day of their life? Even with all the crazy shit going on in 2020, there is somebody that is having the best year of their lives. I’ve got to think that some of these people put a plan in place and did…
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Maybe We All Need That
There are so many times I wonder if I’m worth everything I receive. I feel like I receive it in abundance. That thought process quickly goes away because I don’t ever want to lose it and wonder why I ever thought I wasn’t worthy. I’ve worked hard for just about everything, but I’m terrified of…
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Oh Nothing
I think the past few years, I’ve been trying to search for something different. If I could define what it is that I’m looking for, I would. It’s a lot harder than what it is. I sometimes find what I’m looking for, except I don’t. What I tend to do is try and chase that…
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Days After
Days after looking up at the stars, I feel irrelevant. I feel so confused because it sort of bugs me that there’s so much potential life out there in any of the billions and billions of galaxies, and yet here we think we may be the only ones. You can count me as one of…
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Sacrifices
I’ve done so much for myself, but why’s there always feeling like something else is missing? What could be missing for a motherfucker who has everything he’s ever wanted and more? What more does a dude have to do to feel complacent for just a little while? What does a motherfucker have to do not…
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Enough For Me
Enough For Me There’s too much in my head; it gets a little overwhelming sometimes. I often find myself crying it for help, but I feel I’m the only one who can save me. This sounds ridiculous, since I know I can’t do all this on my own. You’ve got the kind of look in…
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Just A Little Happier?
After all this time, you’d think maybe I’d be happier. I look at the guy on the other side of the mirror, and I can tell he wants something different than what he has. It’s one thing to be told you should want one thing, but only keep your attention focused on one thing. Thinking…
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Old thoughts
Back when we’re young we either receive one of two lessons. One version is having your parents divorce and and another is having your parents stay together. I’m the latter. I think it impacts you in ways you don’t really pay attention to until you’re looking to get married yourself. I’ve read that there’s a…
Another Podcast About Nothing 