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Living in The Moment
Who would have thought that out of all places challenging to live, the most challenging to live in would be the moment? You would think that because supposedly, the older you get, the wiser you get, you’d be able to figure out how to master such a thing, but that’s not the case. You would…
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Reflections
Slowing down. I learn better when I start to reflect on what is going on in my head versus what happens in real life. I believe trying to take the time to reflect on what’s happened throughout the year is critical, but sometimes I focus too much on what could have happened and why I…
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Never Satisfied
One thing I’ve always hated about myself is that I can never be satisfied. I’ve never really dug deep into why that could be. I guess it could still be a variety of things, but I don’t want it to get confused for not being grateful for what I have. There’s a quote that I’ve…
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Relaxation
I’ve been sitting looking at this blank page for about ten whole minutes trying to think of ways I like to relax, but I can’t think of shit. When I think of relaxation, I think of those commercials for Coronas before Snoop Dogg was doing all of them. Realistically I think the times when I…
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Proving Your Point
I can’t even talk to you when I don’t have a point to prove. You have to win an argument every time, and it’s exhausting. Most of your life, you’ve been trained to believe that everything you experience is either a win or a loss. Why can’t you ever just let things go? The ego…
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Slow Down
They say life is a puzzle set, but I fucking suck at puzzles. I can’t put a puzzle box together for the life of me. I don’t have the patience. Maybe that’s the problem. I should have more patience. I’ve tried so hard to make some puzzle pieces fit in where they don’t belong, and…
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In 500 Days
In exactly 500 days I’ll turn 30. I’m not sure what to expect from that I’m not sure what will change. Quite frankly, I don’t know what I should do. I’m in between having A midlife crisis and acting like I’m 21 all over again. What do you do during this type of situation? It’s…
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What Do You Call It?
What do you call a home you’ve never had the chance to live in? You know, the house that you know you’re destined to live in, but you can’t really explain why? There has to be something more than just “future home.” It can’t be that easy. The universe works in really strange ways, doesn’t…
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Images in My Head
My mind sometimes seems like the woods. There are times I can see something in front of me, and I’m sure I know I can make it out. That’s not to say that this is the only thing in the damn woods. Even when I do my best to only focus on the item in…
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Communication is Key
If I were good at communicating, I’d probably be married with kids and a few houses. If I were good at communicating, I’d probably be in a better position at work than I am now. If I were good at communicating, I’d probably have figured out exactly how to build all the friendships and relationships…
