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Curiosity
I hate to admit it, but I’m not sure I was in a good spot for a while. I’m not one to complain because I think I have just about everything that anybody else would want on the outside. The problem is that I think I made a few sacrifices for everyone else at the…
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Here We Go
This year has been a hell of a roller coaster, and I’m not sure the pandemic has been the greatest reason at the end of the day. Let me start by saying that I’ve been incredibly fortunate and blessed while others have had it a lot more difficult than myself. This is not to say…
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12.3.20
Today I decided I’d start titling every day. I’m not exactly sure I want to write about it every day and make it public, but I told myself I’d make an effort to write in my notebook a title for every day and maybe some ideas for writing later on. I imagined asking a question…
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Can You Relate?
Have you ever listened to a song and you vibe so well to it that you can’t understand how it’s the first time you’ve listened to it? Just to realize that it’s been 11 years since that song has come out? 11 years. How could that be possible, right? For someone who goes through so…
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Indecision
Have you ever felt like your inability to make decisions ruin just about everything good for you? How often do you think that God has been looking out for you to the point where he must be kind of sick of your shit? How many chances does a fella like myself really get in this…
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You Would’ve Thought I Moved On By Now
It’s possible that you would’ve thought that I would’ve been a different person than the one I was during those times. Maybe you would’ve thought that I’d be completely over you. If I’m honest, I should be different. Everything says I should be. I have everything that I ever needed right in front of me.…
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What’s Scarier Than Starting Over?
As a dude, I think it’s easy for me to want to be scared of the typical things. I’ve been scared of committing, I’ve been scared of heights, and I’ve been scared of the occasional spider. I’ve tried to conquer just about everything. I thought that conquering always meant never to fear it again, but…
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The Next Thing
I think I can’t ever focus on the now because I’m always working on the next big thing in my life. I don’t even have one thing, and I’m already thinking about what’s next. There are times where I can talk about where I see myself in the next 3-5 years, but I can’t figure…
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Under Pressure
Have you ever been above the ground, but feel like you’re 10,000 feet underwater? I don’t think anybody is ever holding me under this immense pressure against my will; I think I keep myself there. Sometimes it seems like something I’m doing every time I can to try and excuse my behavior. I become someone…
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It Happens
Life loves to throw you all the curveballs it can, sometimes all at once. Sometimes you judge yourself based on your biggest losses rather than your bigger wins. If you allow the negative to keep winning, eventually you’ll feel lost. Maybe it’s time you change that mentality and start from scratch.
