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Auto Pilot
Auto Pilot You ever felt like you’re going through the moment without actually feeling the moment pass? It’s hard to explain, but you literally see the moments pass by you collectively almost in slow motion, and it’s right within your grasp, so you reach out, but you get a handful of nothing. Maybe it’s just…
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Two Lives
Two Lives. It seems that my life has been made up of two totally different lives at the same time. I used to be afraid of getting old. I used to be afraid of getting to that 50 number and then just knowing I’m going downhill from there. I’ve lived the majority of my life…
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I Told The Stars About You
I told the stars about you. They asked why we took so long to be together. Imagine that. The stars already knew about you and me. They knew what we were capable of doing separately, and they know we could be unstoppable together. I told them it was complicated; they said it really wasn’t. I…
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Starting Over
Starting over is really a bitch as much as all the books and movies say, huh? I always thought there must’ve been some exaggeration or something similar. Maybe everyone who said that kind of shit before was really just weak and was lazy. I don’t know; I have always had a humongous ego; I’ve thought…
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Destination Happiness
Destination happiness is the worst kind of happiness. I can say that because I feel I’ve been a victim of it. I think that I always thought that there’s just a finish line where happiness will be unlimited, just like everything else that is not the case. Imagine if that was true, having unlimited happiness…
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Let Me Talk About School Real Quick
I wish school would’ve been teaching me things that have given me the most headaches. I’m not going to say I was a perfect student just about ever, but I was a fairly good student for the most part. I paid attention to many things that I thought would be relevant in my life. I…
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Where’s The Other Sock?
Have you ever found something and can’t remember where the hell it goes, it can be like a part of something or even a sock when you’re doing laundry, but you just can’t find the other piece to it to complete it? I’ve recently done a little moving here and there, and it’s happened a…
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Superhero
I’ve had the mentality in which I think I have to be the superhero in my own movie, but I’m not sure that’s always had to be the case. It’s not necessary. It’s dramatic when you look at it. In my head, I do have to motivate myself by telling myself that nobody else is…
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Alone?
You would think that being alone is a little bit different than being surrounded by all of your loved ones. I think it’s a bit different because my definition, while it may be wrong, is that being alone is just not having anybody else understand what the fuck is going on in your head. There’s…
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ADHD
I hate to start cursing in my writing so early on, but it has to be said. Resistance is really a bitch. I find myself trying to get the courage to write, because yes if you’re wondering, writing is scary. Not scary like Halloween scary, but scary like “ah shit, I don’t know what the…
