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Having It All
Having it all isn’t exactly the answer. I say this with all the respect in the world. I’m aware I have so much that others would love to have. It’s much easier to be on the outside looking in. I would know. I was once that kid on the outside looking in. I remember wondering…
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Shining My Armor
I always wonder at what point I decided to stop shining my armor, waiting for the right one to fall for my trap of being the nice guy, and wanting to fall in love, build a family, and live happily ever after. Little Christian certainly was at this point in his life at some point.…
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Something about pride
Pride Pride is one of those things that’ll keep me from telling you how much you mean to me because I don’t want you to know that I’m utterly obsessed with you. Not like sexually (at least not entirely), but like in an “I just want you to be happy always” kind of way. Pride…
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Idk
I don’t ask for much, but then again, maybe I do. I won’t ask for much, but I think I deserve an ambitious boo. You say I’m dramatic, and yea, that’s probably a fact. You say I’m a little crazy, but that’s just an act. I miss you sometimes, but I feel like I don’t…
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So, What Now?
You say I don’t know what I want; I think it’s that I want so much. You say I can’t make up my mind; I think I’m not trying to hurt your feelings. You say I have no way of knowing until I give it a shot; I say the risk is more significant than…
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Hey New York
I don’t think I’ve written to you in this form or manner, but maybe it’s time I do so. I believe this is mostly my fault, but it’s hard not to try and put some blame on you. You’ve tricked me. You made me think everything I wanted was right there. The same city that’s…
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Drown with me
Not to sound dramatic or anything, but I’ve been swimming against the current for what feels like hours now. I’m not sure how much longer I could keep this pace up. Each time a wave hits me, it covers my face, and I can taste the salt. This feeling can’t be normal. My arms are…
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18 Year Old Christian
Eighteen-Year-Old Christian, I know it might not seem like it right now, but I promise you that day will come. The day you get over her. The day you wake up and smile, and you may not even remember why. The day will come when you don’t get sad thinking about all the wasted effort…
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Circles?
Imagine going on this ride, and you’re just going around and around and around. There’s no stopping. Even while you’re screaming at the top of your lungs to stop, the person in charge can’t hear you. You even think you make eye contact as you’re pleading for the ride to come to an end, yet…
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The Marathon
This is it. Have you ever run a marathon? Maybe just a tiny 5k or a light jog with a goal. There’s something about the moment when you first get a glace at the finish line. I’m not sure what the scientific name is or if there is a scientific name for this, to begin…
