I thought of you a little bit more today.

I’m not sure what it was, but it was literally all of it.

I couldn’t scroll past a TikTok video without wondering if the universe was saying to reach out. That’s just how it is now, though, right?

Even if you’re not there, you’re still there; all the moments are just confirmation.

I told myself I’d write about it and maybe try and rhyme, but that’s been pretty challenging. I’ve lost my touch. I used to be so much better at this.

I write like this just as the thought goes in and out, but I don’t know how to keep the process smooth.

I want to be able to present this kind of stuff like a poetry slam. But who’d really like to hear this nonsense anyways.?

Boo hoo, another guy that didn’t appreciate what he had until it was gone; that guy only gets sympathy in the movies, and well seeing as we’re not in one, you should be able to pick yourself back up.

But that’s the thing. I only realize I’ve been down on days like this. Days where I fill my planner from start to finish, all in the hopes of you not being there when I close my eyes.

And here I go taking a new yin class, and what happens? Today we’re going to do all these meditations, and I want you all to slow down, says the instructor, and also, yea, it’d help if you close your eyes.

How do you tell this lady you’ve never met that I’d probably stay more focused if I didn’t?

Today I thought of you a lot. I tried not to. What’s new?