I Guess Some Would Call This Losing

I mean, I would undoubtedly call it losing. What else do you call not winning? You can’t call it a tie or a draw because that would mean I won half of something. At this point, I feel like I haven’t won a damn thing. I’m not tripping, though. Everything happens for a reason. I wish I could be more patient in figuring out the cause rather than figuring it out later. I’m not supposed to be the person hanging on to non-existent strings. I’m smarter than that.

I guess some would call this losing. Consider me a part of that group.