I Have To Let You Go

I know this feels rushed, but I have to say how this entire year you’ve been on my mind. 2022 was the year it was supposed to be you and me. I’ve been hanging on to the idea of us for years, yet I haven’t made it work. Maybe it’s because I’m afraid to take the jump. Yea, that’s probably it. In my defense, you haven’t made it easy, either. I mean, I get it, though. You can’t just change everything about you for me. It wouldn’t be fair to everyone else.

I could probably write to you forever. I guess I can’t figure out why I haven’t let you go, but it’s finally time I move past it. If it should’ve happened, it would have. It’s a lesson I’ve been learning little by little, especially now. Maybe one day, it will happen. Until then, I’ll continue to enjoy whatever I can from you. I’ll stay up to date on everything you do.

New York, we didn’t make it happen this time around. Maybe next time.