Imagine having the courage to tell you everything I’ve been holding in?

Maybe I’d dream of you less nights.

Maybe I’d be able to focus a lot more.

Maybe I’d finally stop thinking of you when a good song comes on.

I’m not sure what I would accomplish by telling you everything.

The biggest lie I’ve ever been told is that life is complicated. This just isn’t true. It’s not complicated. It’s a lot simpler than I ever thought and it’s just my fear keeping me from telling you.

The truth is life is simple, but we overthink it and stay comfortable.

Fuck.

I can’t even just say I. Because really it’s me. I overthink it.

I always think of the risk.

But the reward…. The reward of happiness for the rest of my life? How does one say no to that. Fuck.

So maybe since I can’t tell you everything right now I’ll just build the courage to tell you what I loved telling you before.

Suena con los angelitos.