Exceeded Expectations

I don’t think anybody could have guessed this is where I’d be, but the crazy part is that I have always had higher expectations than this. What do you do when you can’t reach the heights you always thought you had placed in front of you.

The universe has been serving me chances on silver platters, and here I am. Still focused on the wrong shit.

At what point do you take the next exit from the big ass circle you keep driving?

Even with the first sentences begun in the next chapter, I keep finding words to keep this current chapter going. To be clear, I’m the only one who is holding myself back. That previous chapter is where you can find me blaming everything/everybody else for my settling behaviors. Now, I can take responsibility.

I’ve been given everything I wanted and sometimes ran away from the bigger risks.

Maybe I’m all talk because I talk more than I demonstrate the action. Maybe I’m all talk because I don’t know what I’m really capable of, and that terrifies the shit out of me.

Maybe we’re always the person who’s kept us back from everything the universe wanted for us.

I guess it’s time to start making moves.