And for my next trick…

You ever put so many expectations on yourself that you can’t figure out how to top whatever it is you want to do?

Suddenly, you start becoming that person who lives in the past and tries to relive all of his memories by going back to pictures. Sometimes it hurts a little more than other times. Other times it’s a great feeling of nostalgia.

The question that keeps playing in your head is the same one as always, “have I lived my best days?”

It can’t be just me that thinks that, right?

What do you do when you feel you’ve already been on your best first date? What do you do when you feel like you’ve already had the best sex you’ve ever had? How do you one-up doing the crazy shit you once did. I’m talking about that crazy stuff that you don’t ever speak to your shadow about.

Is that really it?

What do you do when you have already reached the point that you never imagined? Or you’re early? I know there’s always progress, but when does it stop?

Does it ever stop?

How am I supposed to be the best partner and continue to improve? How can I expect that from my partner too?

I’m not saying I’m ever perfect; I’m far from it for those taking notes. But what do you do when you start to lose the hunger for continuous improvement.

If I can’t hype myself enough as much, where is that hype supposed to come from?

I guess we’ll find out!