I had a dream of you last night.

You were so freaking adorable.

I can’t draw, but man, I wish I could draw your face right now.

Everything seemed so vivid when I close my eyes. I don’t know how to explain that I can see you when I close my eyes, but as soon as I open my eyes, I can’t see you over again.

I wonder if I’d remember you if it wasn’t for me writing up some descriptions.

You were everything, and I could feel happy in my sleep. What’s the term for that? How’s that even possible? Is that some love that I don’t even know of yet?

I remember crying in my dream of happiness, regardless of what was happening.

Having the chance to hold you in my arms brought me to my knees. My legs felt so weak, but my heart had never been more full.

I know it’s only a dream, but it was so vivid. I’ve never wanted to rush anything in my life, but if I could dream a vision similar to that one last night, I wouldn’t mind dreaming every night. You didn’t say a word, but just seeing you blink your huge eyeballs was enough to make me speechless.

I had a dream about you last night, son. It was the first time I dreamed of having a boy. I’ve seen your sisters before, but never you.

I don’t know if I’m even close to making moves to bring you into this world. I don’t know what this all means exactly, but finally being able to see you is one of my favorite things.

I can’t wait to meet you in person.