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When I look back on things, the worst thing that can happen to me is losing out on any more time with you. 

I want everything with you forever now. 

I had so many plans for my life; now I have all of the same ideas that include you. 

I’ve done so much crazy stuff, I’ve even jumped out of planes. I’ve plunged into freezing rivers. I’ve sat on the edge of the mountains. 

Nothing sounds crazier than living the rest of my life without you. 

Eres el amor de mi Vida. 

I don’t think I ever understood what that truly meant. 

El Amor de mi Vida. 

I’ve felt love before. 

I’ve felt heartbreak before. 

It only lasted for moments before. 

The grass never seems to be greener. 

I’ve always dreamed of a life with you. Since the moment I saw you, I knew my life would change forever. I wasn’t sure how much it would change; I always doubted that. 

I think it was a doubt that I’ve had since the beginning. Not in you. I don’t think I ever doubted you. I questioned the whole love process. I wasn’t sure I could ever love someone as much as I loved you. 

I’ve seen the process look perfect and break down in the first relationship I ever knew. 

My parents. 

I saw the amount of work that was put into making that work. 

I was not ready at first. 

I was a fool. 

I understand that the phrase “for the rest of my life” comes with deeper meanings now. 

It won’t come easy. 

You’ve always been worth it. 

Te Quiero… para Siempre.