Normal is not a normal state of mind.
At least that’s what I think.
I think that normal is overrated. But I guess to understand my train of thought, I’d need to express what I think is normal, to begin with.
Normal to me is like the stuff you see on TV.
I think that TV has made you believe that you’re always supposed to be happy with yourself, your family, and your partner.
That’s simply wrong.
Not super wrong, but wrong.
Imagine being happy with the way everything turned out. That’d be incredible. Being happy with a routine.
That’s just not a life I’m willing to accept.
I think at this point in my life I’ve figured out that there are a ton of things that will go wrong.
Of course, your goal is to make sure you minimize the errors.
But living a mistake-free life would suck.
I think with social media nowadays it just seems like everything is always perfect.
In reality, it’s not.
In reality. The happiest people have the lowest self-esteem.
The people who appear to be so happy sometimes have the most internal issues and are looking to the outside world to compliment the shallow end of the spectrum.
It’s tough to make it without having at least one person who judges every step that you take.
I’m no angel when it comes down to it.
I think there have been times in my life where I’ve been a horrible friend.
I fail at keeping my end of the bargain in check when it comes down to being a good friend.
I’m inconsistent.
I want something one day and then the next day that same thought process is out the window.
I don’t necessarily understand it.
I don’t think I want to understand it.
It’s scary.
Having a time in which I reflect on the flaws I have as a friend isn’t a comfortable feeling.
Who would want that?
Who would want to put others in the way of feeling a negative feeling, you know?
10/10 I’d recommend though. Even though it hurts.
There’s nothing like battling the ego now and then.
The ego’s like this weight that just holds you down.
It causes you to think you’re above everyone else, but when you face it. You realize that you’re the one that has the issues that have to be dealt with before you try and take care of others.