This Isn’t My First Time Here

Let me start off by reassuring you that I’m very big on my faith. My thoughts that reincarnation is real takes nothing away from my belief in my religion. In fact, I think there are so many broad biblical scriptures that it may depend on your interpretation in some cases.

Okay, now that we have that out of the way… I think I’ve been here before. I think I’ve walked this planet before. I think that I tried to do good in my past life. I think that I’ve had moments that feel so familiar without ever experiencing them. I’ve had moments that I remember someone without even knowing them. I’ve had moments where someone tells me about them and I feel like it just confirms what I already knew. I’ve had first kisses go so right that it makes me question if it was the first one.

That’s what makes our lives so interesting doesn’t it? There’s this crazy amount of familiarity with certain things and it just feels crazy, so we’re quick to shut down those thoughts. I don’t know why we choose to shutdown those thoughts. Maybe it’s because they’re hard to explain? Maybe it’s because we think the next person would think they’re crazy? Maybe it’s just because it’s not logical.

I think that some of the most fascinating things are illogical at the end of the day. Some things just don’t make sense. From a young age we’re told we have to do something that makes sense. We can’t be the actor or comedian we saw on tv because that was unrealistic. We had to be lawyers and doctors because that would make the most sense because that way we’d be comfortable. That’s when our imagination was starting to get drained and I think that the closer we get to going back to our childhood vision we get closer to that mission of changing something for the better. At the end of the day, we have to start with ourselves, right?

I think that’s what I’ve started to realize. My goal is to make the most of this chance I get to get closer and closer to whatever the universe is putting me on this world to do. I want it so that everything I come across gets better or gets inspired to do better after it’s through with me. I want to put my whole self out there, regardless of what it means for me because at the end of the day, I know I can take it. So yea, I don’t think it’s my first time here, but I plan on doing better than I did it last.

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