Journal Entry from 2016

Perfection.

Up until this point, I’ve always asked for it. I don’t even know what it is, yet I’m on this journey to just continue looking for miss perfect. I laugh at the thought that majority of my dating life has been entirely focused on looking for someone who is perfect, yet I’m no where near perfect myself. Come to think of it, perfection in my own words would be defined as having no flaw, but why would I want that?

If I was to find the perfect girl, what would I do then? I’m not anywhere NEAR ready man. I’ve broken up with plenty just because I think there’s something better out there. Yup, I’m an asshole. I’ll be the first to admit it. (And if any ex girlfriend is reading this, I can already see you shaking your head, thanks for that).

My point is, this is me telling the world that I do not want perfect. I want someone I can be the total opposite of perfect with. I want to balance out flaws, I want to be called out for every (okay, not every) single mistake I make, and I want to help you overcome hers. Whatever that might mean for my future, I’m ready for the journey of accepting my flaws and accepting my partner’s flaws.

Fellas, we’ve been told time and time again, don’t leave a good thing for something that might only be temporarily better.

Ladies, have patience with us, we’re only guys. We’re no where near perfect.